My friend and her boyfriend

By: Karmella

Have you ever found yourself day dreaming and going to a place you never imagined?  I mean, I have heard others talk about kissing a girl.

What would this be like?  I have to be honest I am curious; I am just too shy, to even consider how I would approach it.   Once a month on a Friday night my best friend of 10 years and I have a girl’s night, eating not so healthy snacks, drinking wine, being silly and laughing a whole lot because let’s face it we’re girls.   I wonder if I could share my curiosities with her?  What if this changed the way she looked at me, what if she has thought about it too, what if….. well… the truth is I have absolutely no idea how I would ever even attempt to cross this line.

We do tell each other everything, maybe it would be less awkward if I just blurted it out “ever wonder how it feels to kiss a girl?” I mean it is 2017 and really what is the big deal?  Growing up I was taught not to let fear hold me back, how do you know if you like it or not if you don’t even try?  

This could be just like eating carrots; right?  You could love it or you could hate it.

Armed with this inspiration to take a bite and give it a try I feel empowered as a woman that I am making this decision.  It actually feels right.

I love art and the idea of 2 women together seems like art to me .  The curves of the female body, the softness of her lips, her shining long hair.  I can see her when I close my eyes.  

My eyes open from my daydream, someone is knocking at the door.  It is my best friend, she walks in and says she has a secret to tell me about a discussion she had with her boyfriend……..